So I feel that I have to write this somewhere. My journal must become actually private, because it has become clear to me that thoughts exist which Daria would rather I not share with her. Like the thought that I have feelings for Ann, feelings and thoughts that have recurred with strength.
I love Daria. That much I find obvious. But still I feel a pain in my heart that I would miss out on other love that might come my way. I don’t know what I will do, I will simply let myself adapt to the circumstances.