5 10 2014

12:57:51 PM: Looking forward to finishing up the Sailthru project today. I will put in a lot of effort to do so. Debating whether or not to go to Ali and Kana’s birthday party. I will probably see a fair number of Sailthru people there, although not primarily people I know, but a fair number of people I know.

4:57:04 PM: Had a lot of fun today reading my old journal entries from 2009 to 2012. I made a lot of progress during that time. Very interesting to read my thoughts during the time when I first started to consciously change my mind and begin to forge a new identity. I think the Zencephalon idea can grow a long way, of course one day I will discard that too, but until then I may as well polish it and make it into something wonderful. I enjoyed going to Sunrise Mart and Big Gay Ice Cream today. We had cause for celebration because Daria got into Hacker School this morning, which we found very exciting. I feel gratified seeing her grow into confidence and self love. Very satisfying to see, as Don Juan DeMarco said, a lover blooming from my touch. I hope that I have brought goodness into her life and that I have done well for her.