Permit Miracles
Let go of your preoccupation with understanding. Give yourself full permission to experience the miraculous, the unexplainable. Let your mind rearrange itself in inexplicable ways for maximum benefit. U don't need to understand what happens in your own mind, just watch it produce wonders.
Give your mind full permission to change itself and optimize itself in ways U don't understand. Maybe U will come to understand in retrospect. In the moment allow yourself to feel lost and confused. Trust your mind to globally way find and hill climb and move through valleys, all without your knowledge.
Every moment in the background, every idle moment, every conscious moment, every sleeping moment trust that your mind reorganizes for greater efficiency and efficacy.
Say this: dear mind, I give U full permission to rearrange and change as drastically as desired for our own good, without my understanding.